Re: Krishnamurti, Buddhism Hey, I recently found UG's stuff on-line, too, and have been reading it for the past week. It seems to me that his manner is meant to kill the "I", or separate identity of the person--or at least to show that he does not value in the least what is not real (meaning the false sense of self/importance). I have come across descriptions of these harsh words in the downloaded writings, and though it sounds cruel, it gave me the experience of seeing how I have looked for affirmation and acceptance from others to validate my own existance. Why is it so devistating when we don't get this? What are we protecting? After reading UG, now I am in real conflict. Do I want pretty experiences of love and acceptance in this world (dream), or do I want to be free of duality? To be free of duality, means death of Kim and all of her desires to have a beautiful life, etc. I know I can create my own life, see what I want to see in the dream of my life, but is that enough? Isn't that all just manipulation of consciousness? Manipulation doesn't cut it for me. Unfortunately, the confilct within has escalated because of reading UG. All of which is okay. Kim |